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Hi john

I estimated that I blew £1.1m since I started gambling but when I worked it out throughly it was about half of that amount….which in a sick way is quite a good result.

I too constantly hear about all of the winners people have but never a loss. Most I ever did in a single session would of been 6/7k.

Coming up to 3 months clean and feeling a lot better

Best of luck with your recovery

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i hope it was shocking and painful in a good way ie it made a decent read.i am no writer but would like to get my memories together and maybe one day get them all together.i have plenty of horrifing stories which i will update over the coming weeks.Times are very hard for me at the moment but i have bounced back so many times i must take hope from my past even though i have been a bloody prat i have always made a comeback! the way gambling takes over is a very sick process but hopefully writing about it will aid the healing.i struggle everyday to not gamble and still think that one decent win is around the corner and i will get it all back…too long in the tooth to belive it!! whats was your choice of gambling john if you dont mind me asking?

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