[majortom]

Looking at some cash in my wallet. Need to drive past the slots today.

Already imagined winning back my losses. Already played it in my head.

Just gonna do my best to keep it together. To just let go. I’ve been close to a week now. Going slow. One day at a time.

[majortom]

Thanks Velvet,

I’m keeping on keeping on. Laying low. I had to go to town past the bar where I played the slots and immediately started having visions of winning all my money back. Not just from the last session. But from all the sessions. You know. As if I could somehow be made whole again. Get back what I gave away.

Just letting go and embracing today isn’t so romantic but it is what I have and what I’ll keep on keeping on with.

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