[Fema]

Today was Friday, now it’s 8 days that I’m clean… normally on Fridays at work place we are closing sooner(3PM), last Fridays I was hurrying up with passion! 🙂 to go to the bar to play slot-machine until middle of night but today I didn’t went there… instead of it I did something else, I went to another place to play cone(in Germany it ‘s called “kegel”) with some old mans so I replaced something for Fridays!.
Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow too I’ll not go to that damn bar, I know they’ll be wainting and expecting for me to go there and spend hunderds of euros on their slot-machines but I’ll defenitly not go there more at all! to give them a “middle finger signal”!

[Fema]

Thanks for your comment.

2 days more and now it’s 7 days that I’m clean! 🙂 

Honestly today evening after work, I had temptation to play again a little but I overcome that feeling. This weekend is really important I’m free and I will definitly avoid going to the places that have slot-machines.

Now I feel how much support is important. Your advices and posts and shring something is really a great support.

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