Hi, I am new to this forum, It has been 2 days since I gambled. I really need help I can’t stand living this pathetic existence. I’ve lost the trust and respect from all of my family especially my husband. I’m not looking for help to make them happy, I’m looking for help to get myself happy and figure out what is wrong with me. Gaining back the trust and respect of my family will come but I know not for a long time. Too much damage has been done. I am happy to have found this site. I’m hoping after I start getting better I can be of help to others in need.