Knowing that the urges are an inevitable part of recovery – especially in the early days – and that they will pass helps. I suggested to CMC that one option might be to retrain the brain, so that when an urge comes up we always do something else enjoyable – but make it the same thing each time, so that the brain begins to equate the urge with the new thing – be it being in nature, watching a film, eating popcorn … whatever.
I’ve never tried this – but someone ought to and report back. Good to see that you saw the urge out. Strangely, I tend to dream of things and then the opposite happens – so if I had dreamt of being in a casino, then it would mean I would never again go in one. I’ve not had that dream yet. Keep strong!