I am having some difficulity with the thoughts of going gambling. I wouldnt call them urges but the thoughts cross my mind alot. Last night I attended a spiritual meetup group and loved it such nice interesting people but on my way home 10pm considerd stopping inat the casino I said no way and came home but it scares me maybe it is just habit I dont know but man I dont like this at all I am so scared of going back maybe a good thing this is a confusing time for me. I hope it gets easier I am worried what will happen if I start to feel stressed gmabling was my escapeMiguela