Well, I did so well for 3 months, infact I think I made it 90 days before my slip. I dont really know what happened? I was doing so well and then came the dreaded slip, which turned out to be so much more than I thought it would. Surely a slip should be over with quickly? Not mine, I remained gamble free for 3 months then I slipped for 3 months and have undone all my hard work.
I am back in the same position where I gamble to try and win back all the money I have wasted the last three months, I’m back in the red with the bank and I still want to gamble, I mean literally right now. BUT I wont. Everybody slips I know that I just never though I would and now I’m back to square one.
I’ve started a new thread for the new attempt. I’ve been so embarassed that I didnt want to come back here, but I know no one will judge me here, i think the judgement is mostly coming from myself. So here I am…back and trying again.
Today is day 1…Turning back… Like pouring raindrops back into a cloud
