As I sit here after losing $1000 on another sports bet and self excluding myself from my online account……I can’t help but feel a sense of panic and loss as I feel as though I just lost a friend…..it’s absolutely pathetic but I spend so much time on my online sportsbook, to officially know that i’m done and can’t bet online anymore almost leaves me feeling depressed.
It’s funny, I haven’t even lost that much money this year, but I feel like I don’t do anything Normal anymore, I just sneak off every night by myself to go and wager on sports. I feel so frustrated with my inability to control myself. From $100 bets, to $300 bets, to $1000 bets, to $3000 bets on single games.
I worry that I willl have absolutely nothing to do to pass the time anymore, I spend so much time betting i feel lost…..jeez I feel awful, any comments feel free.