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i have enjoyed gambling for awhile now, knowing my limits and keeping to them. started of playing poke for small stakes and enjoyed it and this remains relatively in control. also like betting on sports events for small stakes too and this is easily in control. however having bet online i find it too hard to stay away from games such as blackjack. had £100 in my account earlier after a few good days of bets but having been drawn too blackjack lost it all. this has happened a few times over the last few weeks.
while £100 may not seem a lot to some people for me it is a fortune. this leaves me feeling numb and unable to do anything other then stress. before this has happened i had a good night planned out of eating, couple of drinks and watching baseball. now despite not eating for about 12 hours i cant even stomach the thought of food and all i want to do is crawl into bed and stay there.
ideally would like to be able to just cut out stupidly playing blackjack and only betting on sports but know this is unlikley to happen. dont even really know what i want from this but it will hopefully have hepled just having wrote it down
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