I have lost big money on several occasions now and had my wife in despair and tears.
I had promised to quit to save my marriage.However i had just inherited £8K and thought i would gamble £100 on blackjack. You can guess the rest! I lost the lot.
Now this money i promised to use to pay off other gambling debts has now all gone.I feel sick and know the outcome if my wife finds out.I simply cannot tell her. I have let everyone down and had enough now to be honest.
I wanted to add this to my mortgage but you have to re-apply and a separate mortgage will be present- obviously she will know.
I have therefore just applied for a bank loan under my name over 5 years.If i can hide this i will pay it off in due course, but i need advise and forums to share and as a result completely quit gambling.
I feel online gambling should be banned-how many others have took their lifes or lost their family over gambling online?
Sick and down hearted at the minute- I feel i cannot be this unlucky and there has to be an element of fixing on live casinos etc.Always look on the bright side of life