[trip3]

hi everyone just thought id pop on to write a few things about me and how im feeling at the moment.first of all 19 days gamble free and feel good about that but im also feeling a bit low cause of the upset ive caused to freinds and family and hence my title need to build bridges with freinds and family ive hurt cause of my gambling.i feel at the moment i cant approach them cause im only 19 days into my recovery and they will probably think that after only 19 days i will go back to it or think yeah ive heard you say your not going to gamble again but you have and i want them to realise that im determined to give this up now as i could not carry on gambling as it was destroying me and my family and freinds.the point im makeing is that i miss my mom and dad as i havent seen them for about a year now but want to see them when i can say mom and dad i havent had a bet for say 12months as that will show them that im serious about this and giveing it up and dont want to walk away from them after say 25 days for instance as i dont want them to think he will be back at it next week.so im thinking if i can go 12 months without a bet that would be much better as i would have demonstrated to them that i havent had a bet. by then i will have say 12 months of bank statements and could show them in black and white how well im doing and then they would know im not lying and im makeing a go of my life. if anyone has any ideas for me i would be grateful if you could reply with a post also if people understand what im saying and have you felt the same as me with this situation. i just want them to see its for real now as ive let them down before and it kills me that i have let them down before. thank you for reading this. keep the faith people we can beat this together trip3.CRACK COCAINE OF GAMBLING

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