I am an out of control gambler, nobody has a clue about my addiction whatsoever and I’ve gamble in secret for years. The shame and pain of letting my family down constantly behind closed their backs is really taking its toll.
I don’t enjoy life anymore (I’m not suicidal) there is nothing that brings me any happiness.
I need to kick this habit before it swallows me whole and I can’t return from the abyss.