well im back still in the same place i was before but now in a different home stealing from someone else and trying to justify what i am doing because of my addiction….i just dont know anymore…. what the hell is wrong with me i have lost so much why cant i learn my lesson…. noone knows but me how much im dying inside.. and i cant tell anyone because they are all tired of the same ole song and dance……i was selling my soul to the devel tonight to just let me win the money i owe and instead i lost money that wasnt mine….jenny