why do i feel i have to go to the track everytime i get money in my pocket? i come home broke and bills are due i have cleaned out all our savings and now im living payday to payday, i have put a big burden on my wife, and i find i have to get money from her just t get to work, and i know thats not fair to her,she is at her wits end with me, i think i have finally come to realise im about to lose everything in my life due to this addiction,please help me