I have struggled with gambling addiction for over 6 years. This compulsion is destroying my life and I just don’t know how to stop. I’m hoping this site will help me. I don’t see myself being able to go to an actual meeting, so I think this may be the only thing that can help me. I have lied to my husband and everyone I know to gamble and have made a complete mess of my life and financial well being. I feel so lost and don’t know what to do at this point. I’m afraid I am going to lose everything.