Hi,
Since losing my job in March I seem to have slowly isolated myself from reality and have managed to gamble my way into serious trouble and I can’t stop !!!
I feel so worried that I can’t get control of this I go to bed and I wake up thinking about slots and online bingo
What really troubles me is that even when I win I am no happier I just keep going untill everything has gone and I can then wallow in self pity and guilt "WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?"