Hi ccmessina, well done on your gamble free time.
Keep reading and posting here and one day at a time soon adds up.
I would recommend though that you keep a single thread running rather than starting a new one each day. That way any advice you get will all be in the same place and as you move forward in your recovery you will be able to look back on it easily. It helps.
Keep posting and maybe give the groups a try as well.