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 I FEEL I AM A FAILURE ….I GAMBLE AGAIN …DESPITE THE FACT THAT I PUT MYSELF ON THE SELF EXCLUSION LIST ON ALL THE CASINOS HERE IN THE EAST COAST FROM ATLANTIC CITY CASINOS TO FOXWOOD AND MOHEGAN .CASINOS DONT CARE THEY STILL ALLOW ME TO PLAY BLACK JACK THE DONT CHECK ID .THEY JUST WANT TO RUIN ME .FOR THE PAST 4 YRS THAT I AM ON THE SELF EXCLUSION I WAS ABLE TO GAMBLE PLAY BLACK JACK .IVE WON SOME BUT MOST OF THE TIME I LOST.WHO KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOST FOR THE PAST 20YRS THAT I HAVE BEEN GAMBLING .FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS I VE LOST A TOTAL OF 3000 DOLLARS .SINCE MONTHS AGO I WAS ABLE TO CONTROL MYSELF FROM GAMBLING I WAS FREE OF GAMBLING FOR  6 MONTHS BUT FOR THE PAST 3 YRS BEFORE THAT I VE LOST SO MUCH LIKE 50,000 DOLLARS ..I BLEW IT ALL THEY GAVE ME A TASTE OF WINNING FIRST OF 28 ,OOO DOLLARS AND AFTER THAT ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE.NOW MY GAMBLING PROBLEM  IS AFFECTINGMY MARRIED LIFE.I GAMBLE BEAUSE I THOUGHT I COULD MAKE A LIVING OUT OF IT ..BUT NO ITS TURING TO BE AN ADDICTION.  DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW .HOW  MANY TIMES DID I TELL MYSELF THAT I SHOULD STOP BUT STILLL KEEP DOING THE SAME THING EVEN IF I KNOW THAT IT IS WRONG.I CHANGE WHEN I AM INSIDE THE CASINO MOST OF THE TIME I GO THERE I WIN RIGHT AWAY BUT I ENDED UP GIVING ALL MY WINNINGS  BACK PLUS MY OWN HARD EARNED MONEY..SUCH   A WASTE.U CAN SAY THAT I AM AN ADDICT I AM ADDICTED TO MONEY ..I WANT THE EASY WAY OUT.SO PLEASE TELL ME WHAT DO OR ANY ADVISE OUT THERE.I WAS PLANNING TO SUE CASINO BECAUSE EVEN I FILED FOR SELF EXCLUSION THEY STILL ALLOW ME TO GAMBLE THATS NOT FARE….I CAN EVEN CASH MY CHIPS  AT THE CASHIER THEY DONT CARE THE ONLY TIME THEY CARE IS IF U HIT A BIG  A JACKPOT IN THE SLOTS U CANNOT GET IT.BUT CARD GAMES THEY DONT CARE,….ITS NOT FARETO ME OR ANY OTHER PERSON THAT FILED FOR SELF EXCLUSION WHO KNOW THAT THEY ARE A MONSTER WHEN THEY GO INSIDE THE CASINO .I GAMBLE TO MY LAS T MONEY MOST OF THE TIME I AM SICK AND I NEED HELP

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