The truth is no one can help you, you need to do it yourself. You can see a therapist to discuss what’s going on in your head.
You can use this forum as well to post what’s on your mind, sharing thoughts can be helpful.
Every gambler has a different story, different circumstances, but we also have a lot in common; one of them is we’ve lost control…
It’s a disease and we can not control it. All the time and money invested in gambling, how can we ever have peace with the fact that it’s all gone. That’s why it’s progressive as well.
Gambling is not a game…and definitely not fun.