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I am a cg. What can I do!? this is the question I have been asking myself for years, yet Havent been able to find the answer. Reading the forum and hearing what others have to say about their cg life made me realise that the only way is, not to have money in hand. But how can we do that? I was happy two days ago that I havent been gambeling for two weeks, but as soon as some money came to my hand I scaped to old habit of running to a casino that I wasent band from(long ago self excluded but the time was over) I knew that but some how I still didnt think I would go there. Im back again in the same feelings:guilt. I am about to go to a friend and ask him to keep an eye on a little money that i get from incapacity benefit. I feel so angry with myself and do not know where I am taking myself. years ago it made me full myself in to unsuccessful suicide sapending 45 days in hospital and had completely changed my life.
I cant help myself. I have a sort of thinking problem. Why I cant make the right choice. why Am I doing that to myself? I am on day two againg trying to stop from gambeling.
God help us all in our way to recovery.
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