Hi, this is the first time I have searched for help… Even just being able to talk about it is a big help.
It all started when I was 17 in the local arcades winning £5 jackpots! I would then loose £40 and could of cried…
10years on and iv lost £1500 this weekend alone in the bookies. I can’t stop thinking about trying to win back my boss.
I have a mortgage a partner and a 16 month old daughter and the thought of ruining everything for them makes me upset. I earn good money but also work very hard and long hours for it.
I read about controlling urges on here which I hope will help.
Many Thanks