Hi,
Nothing too terribly interesting about me. I have gambled here and there, it never really became a problem until a few years ago – even then it was what the counselors called ‘binge gambling’ – sadly, I have gone past that at this point. This morning was the worst when I gambled away our entire bank account – $300 – at the local video lottery stores. No getting myself banned from those places like a casino.
Anyhow, I want to go to GA, but cannot make a meeting for a few days, and was hoping to find some online support, since I work online all day (web design) – and I’m not too terribly social.
I’m married, 44, on a bunch of anti-anxiety and depression meds (for panic disorder, not depression), but they seem to only add to my indifference to the pain I am causing myself and my husband. Luckily our only child is 4-legged, so she isn’t too impacted.
I’ve just had my first chat with many of you and it was wonderful, especially coming off a bender this morning. Thank you all – I look forward to meeting more of you.