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Dank aan iedereen die herstelpoëzie heeft gedeeld.

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Terima kasih kepada semua yang berbagi puisi pemulihan.

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Спасибо всем, кто поделился стихами о выздоровлении.

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Grazie a tutti coloro che hanno condiviso la poesia del recupero.

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Thanks to all who shared recovery poetry.

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Dziękuję wszystkim, którzy dzielili się poezją odzyskiwania.

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Obrigado a todos que compartilharam poesia de recuperação.

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Все это так свежо; вступая в схватку еще раз одаать протягивая руку. Все области моей жизни, которые требовали внимания и были отодвинуты на второй план из-за использования щелей, чтобы уйти от напряжения и нерешительности и т. Д .; вот с чем я сейчас сталкиваюсь. Мне нужно делать маленькие шаги, чтобы меняться и прогрессировать в жизни. Я чувствую, все еще чувствую себя в тумане. Иногда становится хуже, прежде чем становится лучше … столкнуться с ситуациями в моей жизни и больше не начинать компьютерную графику. Я делаю и то, и другое. Бесплатно

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This is all so fresh; coming to grips once again odaat by reaching out. All the areas of my life that needed attention and were being backseated by using slots to get away from the tension and indecision etc.; these things are what I now face. I have to take small steps to make change and progress in life. I feel , still feel in a bit of a fog. Sometimes it gets worse before it gets better… facing the situations in my life and not starting to cg again. I am doing both. Free

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I was waiting all day for a phone call and it seems that the coordinator got the times mixed up and the counselor called at the time I was quoted but it was a different time zone. I saw a call that said restricted so I didn’t answer it. I then found a message which was good. So she and I are trying to find a time that works by doing messaging as her number is private so clients can not call directly. I understand.
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nI’m happy that i got to speak with a volunteer on live chat on this site as it helped me.
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nWriting in the journal is healthy and thx. for all who share.
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nI’m having visions of the machine that seemed to pay out. But it doesn’t pay out when you expect it to. It’s all chance. I often have been duped into thinking that this one machine or that one machine will help me but even when that machine kicked in I still would put the money back in or take it home and then go back eventually because it’s compulsive … I was in denial. I want to stop thinking about a few machines that gave me any kind of false ideas. There is not way to navigate slot machine pay. And for compulsive gamblers it eventually goes back in one way or another. I’ve been digging a hole…. Thank God , I have some sanity left and a chance to regroup. To feel for my losses is way to great to take on. I recognise the loss and the addiction and it’s serious… but it’s hard to feel to match the extent of the damage and loss… freestar

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Later today I have that first counseling appointment. I don’t know how I feel because I’m coming out of such denial. I’m confused. Many times after I gambled during this relapse I declared it was my last and took measures to try to balance out my life accept and go on. But there were also some period where I was certain that I could be in control. I almost wish I had not won a few thousand dollars one day a couple months ago. I was ecstatic! Then I went back and won a bit more and also took that home. Then I keep on going back and spent it ALL plus more. Also prior to the ‘win’ , if I can even call it that, I had lost lost lost each time. My story I know is similar to others. IT’s just this way for people who compulsive gamble. So I’m confused about how I feel . AT times like this I feel ungrounded. I don’t want to be in an exaggerated recovery because I want to maintain. It seems I’ve often been completely devoted and so serious that I went in the other direction ultimately. I guess there is no rhyme or reason. I’m glad I took a first step and dusted myself off … don’t know if I’ll ***** days except that I want each day to be fresh and new. free star

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Jeg læste nogle af dine sidste poster igennem og så den om glip af otte timer og dreng kan jeg forholde mig til det og til meget af det du sagde. Desværre havde jeg ikke kun et slip, da jeg nu har haft utallige dage over dette store tilbagefald, der lignede sådan en dag. Hver gang troede jeg, at det var den sidste. NU får jeg endelig lidt råd og kom tilbage for at få hjælp. thx. for alt, hvad du delte. Det hjælper, og jeg ønsker dig en god dag i dag. freestar

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Pročitao sam neke od vaših posljednjih unosa i vidio onaj o klizanju od osam sati, i dječače, mogu li se povezati s tim i s većinom onoga što ste rekli. Nažalost, nisam imao samo grešku jer sam sada imao bezbroj dana zbog ovog velikog recidiva koji je jednog dana izgledao ovako. Uvijek sam mislio da je posljednji. NO konačno sam se savjetovao i vratio sam se po pomoć. hvala. za sve što ste podijelili. Pomaže i želim vam ugodan dan danas. freestar

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Végignéztem néhány utolsó bejegyzésedet, és láttam a nyolc órás csúszással kapcsolatos bejegyzést, és fiú, tudnék -e kapcsolódni ehhez és ahhoz, amit mondtál. Sajnos nem csak felcsúszni tudtam, mint most számtalan napom volt ezen a nagy visszaesésen, amely így nézett ki egy nap. Mindig azt hittem, hogy ez az utolsó. Most végre tanácsot kapok, és visszajöttem segítségért. Kösz. mindazért, amit megosztottál. Segít, és szép napot kívánok ma. freestar

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Διάβασα μερικές από τις τελευταίες καταχωρήσεις σας και είδα αυτήν που έπεσε πάνω από οκτώ ώρες και αγόρι μπορώ να αναφερθώ σε αυτό και σε πολλά από αυτά που είπατε. Δυστυχώς, δεν είχα μόνο μια ολίσθηση, καθώς τώρα είχα αμέτρητες μέρες για αυτή τη μεγάλη υποτροπή που έμοιαζε με αυτήν μια μέρα. Καιρός νόμιζα ότι ήταν η τελευταία. ΟΧΙ επιτέλους παίρνω συμβουλές και επέστρεψα για βοήθεια. ευχαριστώ. για όλα όσα μοιραστήκατε. Βοηθάει και σας εύχομαι μια υπέροχη μέρα σήμερα. freestar

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