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Obrigado a todos que compartilharam poesia de recuperação.

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Paldies visiem, kas dalījās atveseļošanās dzejā.

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Dank aan iedereen die herstelpoëzie heeft gedeeld.

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Terima kasih kepada semua yang berbagi puisi pemulihan.

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Спасибо всем, кто поделился стихами о выздоровлении.

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Grazie a tutti coloro che hanno condiviso la poesia del recupero.

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Thanks to all who shared recovery poetry.

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This is all so fresh; coming to grips once again odaat by reaching out. All the areas of my life that needed attention and were being backseated by using slots to get away from the tension and indecision etc.; these things are what I now face. I have to take small steps to make change and progress in life. I feel , still feel in a bit of a fog. Sometimes it gets worse before it gets better… facing the situations in my life and not starting to cg again. I am doing both. Free

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Все это так свежо; вступая в схватку еще раз одаать протягивая руку. Все области моей жизни, которые требовали внимания и были отодвинуты на второй план из-за использования щелей, чтобы уйти от напряжения и нерешительности и т. Д .; вот с чем я сейчас сталкиваюсь. Мне нужно делать маленькие шаги, чтобы меняться и прогрессировать в жизни. Я чувствую, все еще чувствую себя в тумане. Иногда становится хуже, прежде чем становится лучше … столкнуться с ситуациями в моей жизни и больше не начинать компьютерную графику. Я делаю и то, и другое. Бесплатно

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I was waiting all day for a phone call and it seems that the coordinator got the times mixed up and the counselor called at the time I was quoted but it was a different time zone. I saw a call that said restricted so I didn’t answer it. I then found a message which was good. So she and I are trying to find a time that works by doing messaging as her number is private so clients can not call directly. I understand.
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nI’m happy that i got to speak with a volunteer on live chat on this site as it helped me.
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nWriting in the journal is healthy and thx. for all who share.
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nI’m having visions of the machine that seemed to pay out. But it doesn’t pay out when you expect it to. It’s all chance. I often have been duped into thinking that this one machine or that one machine will help me but even when that machine kicked in I still would put the money back in or take it home and then go back eventually because it’s compulsive … I was in denial. I want to stop thinking about a few machines that gave me any kind of false ideas. There is not way to navigate slot machine pay. And for compulsive gamblers it eventually goes back in one way or another. I’ve been digging a hole…. Thank God , I have some sanity left and a chance to regroup. To feel for my losses is way to great to take on. I recognise the loss and the addiction and it’s serious… but it’s hard to feel to match the extent of the damage and loss… freestar

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Later today I have that first counseling appointment. I don’t know how I feel because I’m coming out of such denial. I’m confused. Many times after I gambled during this relapse I declared it was my last and took measures to try to balance out my life accept and go on. But there were also some period where I was certain that I could be in control. I almost wish I had not won a few thousand dollars one day a couple months ago. I was ecstatic! Then I went back and won a bit more and also took that home. Then I keep on going back and spent it ALL plus more. Also prior to the ‘win’ , if I can even call it that, I had lost lost lost each time. My story I know is similar to others. IT’s just this way for people who compulsive gamble. So I’m confused about how I feel . AT times like this I feel ungrounded. I don’t want to be in an exaggerated recovery because I want to maintain. It seems I’ve often been completely devoted and so serious that I went in the other direction ultimately. I guess there is no rhyme or reason. I’m glad I took a first step and dusted myself off … don’t know if I’ll ***** days except that I want each day to be fresh and new. free star

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Ho letto alcune delle tue ultime annotazioni e ho visto quella sull'errore di otto ore e ragazzo, posso collegarmi a questo ea molto di quello che hai detto. Sfortunatamente non ho avuto solo un errore perché ora ho avuto innumerevoli giorni su questa grande ricaduta che sembrava così un giorno. Ogni volta pensavo fosse l'ultima. Ora finalmente sto ricevendo un po' di consulenza e sono tornato per chiedere aiuto. grazie. per tutto quello che hai condiviso Aiuta e ti auguro una buona giornata oggi. stella libera

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私はあなたの最後のエントリのいくつかを読み、8時間のずれについてのものを見ました、そして男の子はそれとあなたが言ったことの多くに関係することができます。残念ながら、この1日のように見えたこの大きな再発について、数え切れないほどの日数があったので、私はただスリップアップしただけではありませんでした。毎回最後だと思いました。今、私はついにカウンセリングを受けて、助けを求めて戻ってきました。どうも。あなたが共有したすべてのために。それは助けになります、そして私はあなたに今日の素晴らしい一日を願っています。フリースター

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I read through some of your last entries and saw the one about the slip up of eight hours and boy can I relate to that and to much of what you said. Unfortunately I did not have only a slip up as I’ve now had countless days over this big relapse which looked like this one day. EAch time I thought it was the last. NOw I’m finally getting some counseling and came back for help. thx. for all you shared. It helps and i wish you a great day today. freestar

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Son girişlerinizden bazılarını okudum ve sekiz saatlik bir hatayla ilgili olanı gördüm ve oğlum bununla ve söylediklerinin çoğuyla ilgili olabilir miyim? Ne yazık ki sadece bir hatam olmadı, çünkü bir güne benzeyen bu büyük nüksetmede sayısız günlerim oldu. Her seferinde bunun son olduğunu düşündüm. ŞİMDİ nihayet biraz danışmanlık alıyorum ve yardım için geri döndüm. Teşekkürler. paylaştığın her şey için. Yardımcı oluyor ve bugün size harika bir gün diliyorum. serbest yıldız

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