[Paul2017]

Yesterday , i closed my online account that has cost me thousands. THIS IS A START!… i want to tell you this as i start to change my life around – this is the biggest and worst gamble for my – its made my life hell, made me choose it rather than choose socialising with my friends and family and destroyed all what i had – I had no intentions of wanting to close this as i wanted to get my 106,300 back – but that was never going to happen – its done and its not coming back – SOD YOU DEMON , you lost this one….. next is the banning of the bookies – thanks for the help Charles!

[Paul2017]

thanks Micky…trying to….

[Paul2017]

I am very thankful for the support this site offers – I really do thank you all… looking forward to joining the new starters tonight!

[Paul2017]

Я тоже жду, и чтение этих сообщений утешает меня тем, что мы не одиноки, потому что я действительно чувствую это, очень часто …. Я слишком взволнован, потому что я хочу измениться и избавиться от этого демона только раз и навсегда все ….. тоже страшно, так что вы не одиноки ….

[Paul2017]

I am waiting too and reading these messages gives me comfort that we are not alone, cos I do feel like that, very often….

I’m excited too cos I only want to change and get rid of this demon once and for all….. fearful too , so you’re not alone….

[Paul2017]

I read these messages and being very new to this site I really hope that I have the strength and ability to change my life around = its good to know some people can do it and it gives me strength that I can if I want to and I DO.
thanks

[Paul2017]

Alone is not the tone
we think we are
and everyone is far
but the truth is we make it like that!

We cant throw it
we cant break it
but with help and support
we can stop being distraught
we can be taught!

I hope and pray
that God will stay
help us beat
AND keep us on our feet x

[Paul2017]

Alone is not the tone
we think we are
and everyone is far
but the truth is we make it like that!

We cant throw it
we cant break it
but with help and support
we can stop being distraught
we can be taught!

I hope and pray
that God will stay
help us beat
AND keep us on our feet x

[Paul2017]

I am very new to this site – 1 day- I am awaiting a space at GM and to be honest been reading a lot of these messages on this site – this is my first response – still learning on where I can ask peope’s help with my thoughts and when I have a talk with Ruth, no doubt this will become clear.

however, your remarks have given me a little bit of encouragement that I can overcome if I have the heart and desire too…. thanks

[Paul2017]

I am very new to this site – 1 day- I am awaiting a space at GM and to be honest been reading a lot of these messages on this site – this is my first response – still learning on where I can ask peope’s help with my thoughts and when I have a talk with Ruth, no doubt this will become clear.

however, your remarks have given me a little bit of encouragement that I can overcome if I have the heart and desire too…. thanks

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