I greatly appreciate the advice, up until this point I haven’t talked to anyone about it and the replies I have received on this site have been helpful.
I stopped gambling cold turkey, I believe the remorse of what I did was what kept me away from it. I never thought in a million years I would create the stress and pain that I lived back then.
I was in the same situation the last time, when I did tell my wife it was rough and I promised her I would never do it again and I didn’t for almost a year. I don’t even know why I started again, I keep looking back and ask myself what went wrong, but I can’t change anything now. The one thing I wish I did was to read about how much an addiction it can be. I’m going to talk to her within the next couple of weeks and I’m am truly scared, but I know I have to.