As others have said, you need to accept the money is gone and you will never get it back. You need to be honest with yourself, admit you have a problem and make sure you are serious about getting help.
You have to understand this is a progressive illness and if not treated, you will go on to lose more over time. I’m 33 now and can tell you from experience that if you were smart enough to save $30k at 24, you can do it again. Over the last 10 years I have lost many times that amount – so let me reiterate how critical it is you get help now. The losses will magnify over time and you will become desensitized to larger amounts – in order to win back larger losses you will gamble more and so the cycle continues until it totally destroys you and leaves you with nothing.
Set yourself a goal, say for the next 12 months. Real goals – e.g. save $10k, look for new ways to build income, invest, start a business, etc, etc. One of the methods I use to help me get past my own losses is to visualize it as an investment that has gone bad. Forgive yourself and admit you made a foolish choice, but then move on. Don’t think about it or it will consume you.
Keep strong. Stick to your goals and in a year or two this will be nothing more than a bad memory.