I get it. When I’m relapsing the only thing that can make me stop again is when I hit rock bottom when I literally have no more money and can’t get access to anymore. This is, of course, unfortunate for us, but you hit it and maybe this will make you even more open to recovery. Honestly, the biggest help for me in staying gambling free is my weekly GA meeting. So, I’m really glad and proud of you that you went there. And as they said to your meeting, GA is for life. For most people, we’ve got to go to GA meetings for life because we will always be compulsive gamblers. I didn’t like that fact at first, but I’m coming to terms with it, and I’m sure you will too.
I wish you all the best on your recovery!
– Chris