Hi there, sorry to hear that but you can give another try. As i wrote you i was able to stop this for a long time but what i learned from GA meetings is that recovery lasts last time.
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nOur brains always finds an excuse to play,i will write you my personal experiences below, however what i learned is those excuses are lies but nothing else;
nSome if mine excuse and results;
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n1) i never play online, i dont trust websites so i go casinos (i lost in maybe 25 online casinos)
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n2) In the real casino i feel money and i can immediately withdraw so better go there, online casinos pending transactions makes me lose (i could withdraw only 3-4 times all this time and self excluded after every loss)
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n3) In side bets i can win more in online casinos so lets register and see
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n4) I will play with only 500 as a hobby and never reach this..
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n5) I lost last times but this will change now, i cant be losing all the time
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n6) after a long sessiom with a losing streak;
n I lost because this person was there
n I lost because my phone rang
n I lost concentration and lost because of my family is looking for me..
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nAfter all, since this addiction is progressive, i start to lose every session that i played and found that this addiction was even organizing my holidays througy my subconsciousnes.
nI played in Vegas, Brussels, Zurich, Venice, Monte Carlo, Berlin, Frankfurt, Madrid, Barcelona, Budapest, Helsinki, Prag, Wien and many others and in the end there is no single win.
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nSo my advice again; Decide not to play, fight with urge and quit all credit cards and reduce to only one bank account. Use gamblock and gamban, self exclude yourself from the both online and offline casinos.
