Having had the rollercoaster of the big wins and the subsequent losses, you know that gambling does not work for you and that you have a problem. Own it. Like the alcoholic who HAS to stop drinking you are a compulsive gambler who HAS to stop. Time and money is what you needto gamble with so try and eliminate both. Put the time into your recovery – self help groups – spending time on here – getting counselling or co-counselling if it is available in your area. As Jen3 has said – can you get someone else to be in charge of your money? Perhaps a family member who knows you have a problem. I think it is important for you to pick up your studies again in some way. See if you can get Careers Advice – you might be able to approach your old university for this. Could you use an on-line university like the OU in the UK or check out Future Learn on the web for short (and importantly free) courses in a wide range of subjects. Spending time on this will not only make you feel better about yourself but will give you less time for gambling. Take good care of yourself!
