Thanks Vera. No worries, you are always there with a kind word at the worst times. I think my depression has obvious causes, destitution, poor diet as not much food, ill, unemployment and still issues around keeping my home. It is why the doc won’t give me medication as the causes are obvious. I am used to having lots of money so having none now and hurtling down the social scale to the bottom underclass is the issue. It is where I started in my adult life and it took me many years to eArn a lot of money. And then what did I do with it? Develop a gambling addiction. It feels like it is too late to recover the situation in any way. There are no magic wands or cures here. Thanks for listening Vera. I don’t expect solutions. Listening is enough and I thank you for that.