Yes you are right – noone else gets it. I, the gambler, am responsible for my own actions and I can’t expect those that don’t have the problem to understand me or my urges. Lets face it – if we really wanted to bet, we would, whether family members or friends were looking out for us or not.
Glad that you are not having urges and that you are keeping going. Try and include something good for you in your busy life. You are working hard – you deserve a treat now and again. Speak soon.