YOu can do it Adam. I am starting from scratch again after the biggest binge of my life. I am on day 0. I love reading your posts, you are very honest and I know you will do this and you will come out of this richer – not just financially, but spiritually and emotionally.
Keep posting and keep going gamble free. There are no answers on that road, only heart ache and misery.
Much love
Mav