hi dave,
that’s exactly how I feel and what I am experiencing in life – I have lost the lot – I currently rent a room in a house, no lounge, no family, they don’t want to know, no mates to support me, pissed them off and I turned more and more to gambling – you are not alone my friend and you can do it – I had a half million pound house, 2 other houses, and you name it a good life style – last month I had a second chance and I blew 40k in the space of 4 days – I had 2 suicidal attempts last year but I am now not going to let my demon beat me any more – we cant get cured but we have to take the advice and support and every day is 1 day better – you are not alone my friend – you CAN DO IT…
thought I would share a little of what of has happened in my life – theres also a lot more!!
well done for starting again.