You are young Murr. I have 19 years on you. I could literally be retired and living very comfortable but I am not. However I am happy that I have a roof over my head, good job, great son etc and most of all hope. I remember once when I was around your age I racked up a ton of debt gambling and had to move back home. Unfortunately for me it did not take long to get out of debt because I inherited money shortly after so I thought my problems were gone. Back than I thought I had a financial problem not a gambling one. So needless to say my addiction only grew stronger. More on and off the rollercoaster than imaginable. I have a feeling that I might just make it this time because I am so darn sick of of experiencing what you are experiencing now….. I promise you will get through this. I pray your “gambling days” come to an end 19 years younger than when mine did. Lets do this! I know we can!!
