[Caroline]

You are right Tania. Our own children give us that last hope, they are our last rope to hold on to when we feel like to fall. We have to stay strong for them
I still didn’t give him even though he asked for it. I don’t know what he was saying as I was pretending to talk to my little one butit was one of his go at me again. Threatened meas well to take my phone of me tomorrow. My in-laws went out for a weekend so he knows I won’t be able to go and complain. It’s gonna be hard tomorrow.I know that. And kids at home, don’t want to fight when they see. He is obviously an active gambler and not in recovery so what should I do.should I just give him? I think I’m loosing it again. ..