[debbie86]

I found myself a bar for a friends birthday and the Champions league was on. I found myself making mental predictions all of which came true. In my experience this has happened any time I tried to lay off gambling. I don’t bet when I’m accurate. I keep reminding myself i would have eventually lost those winnings too so they wouldn’t have benefited me. I’ve self excluded from every bookie I joined online. Online is shay killed me really. I didn’t treat the money like it was real. If I’m honest I don’t know whether I’d have crumbled had I been able too though but here we are on day thre. I’m feeling determined and will check out the blocking software when I’m more financially afloat. This month will be a challenge.