Yesterday I actually purchased a pair of footwear. On advice given these were “chunky” ha. But they are new boot kind of things and only cost £15 reduced from £30 in Asda. It felt strange doing something normal like shopping for clothes.
I still need a pair of jeans and a jacket maybe able to get them by Friday. Tonight is the last of this year. It can not end soon enough. A horrible 12 months has passed. I wont celebrate tonight instead will work through the evening. 12.00 Midnight wont mean anything for me other than 2014 was the year my mum died. I dont see anything to celebrate on that so will hide away in my flat.
This time next week I will be getting ready to Fly to Denmark. It will be good to leave good to get into the airport have a few drinks and jump on that plane. I took that route UK to DK so many times in the past. Some weeks flying 4 or 5 times due to work. These days it takes all I can just to get 1 flight arranged.
I have to change this during this next 12 months. I have no choice. The work I do pays sure but I dont like the work. A new venture calls me ….. soon I hope.
Stay strong lovely people …. make 2015 your year and step up to take what is yours. I can not thank you enough for being here for me during these past few months when I have given so little in return.