[CornishLass]

Think the different thing to try is to understand that I can’t win financially. That money has gone. That seems impossible to accept.  Logically I know that I can’t regain what I’ve lost over the past decade +, also understand that I should be wise to the fact that I couldn’t hold on to a win. But still, I’d be lying to myself if I really truly accepted that. Honesty don’t know how to get past the voice that says 

Well maybe you can just recoup some

Just writing that and it’s just occurred to me that perhaps I need to place more value on myself and my sanity than I do on money. Obvious I guess. Now need to figure out how to separate values and how to value myself? Something like that anyway 🙂