[Monica1]

Yes, it does help, particularly when there is no one else in your life who is able to provide any support. I have had tears running down my face now for many hours, since Six pm, just rolling down not sobs, just silently weeping. am exhausted and will try and get some sleep now. Thanks for burning the midnight oil again with me Vera. It is hard to,surrender when you see surrendering to more of the same personal hell of a life, and there is absolutely nothing you can do the change it. Even Jesus was on the cross for a short while, and not 96 days now. Night Vera.