I enjoyed the groups tonight I did it to the extent I did 4 or maybe 5 through to the midnight one with me and p, from the start with the 7pm new members one. I think because I missed GA this week I needed them. I need the support,with so much emotions coming in that I had cut myself off from. I feel a bit like a baby. Particularly when I feel the things that. Are me angry and I so do not want to cry at a GA meeting, I had to leave promptly last week or else they would have seen my blubbering, I am sorry that you had name calling in a group, that is unacceptable, I think we need to be completely non judgmental at these things because this addiction is so,tough on the mental health. I think the word I am looking for,is compassion. I know I have it for all humans who are suffering but particularly for this addiction. It has taken us to places that are so painful and miserable and destroys lives. But not today for us or tomorrow. Am at GA tomorrow evening but will try and catch a group soon.
