[MurrS7]

Is def my trigger I realize now.
This is going to be a long road ahead.

I am defeated but I am still alive and there is a chance
To make it right.
I hope I make it right. I know what it’s like to be gamble free
For years. And this is the worst it’s gotten for me.
But I also know it can get worse.
Self sabotage is the worst form there is.

Day 1. I cannot look back