Yes … the shame the biggest weight. Like a the densest material you can imagine thick and heavy and compressed into a little ball and weighing on you huge. Shame and feelings of powerlessness are the
absolute destructors of motivation to push through this addiction. I’ve felt them so, so deep as absolute
crushing weights.
It’s why we need community and need the encouragement to write, to share, to connect with people
who have survived and overcome the insanity …