Love God, Love Family, Love Others unconditionally the way God love me.
I have provided my family for the festive season early in January 2020. I have no more pressure and worry from the lunar new year festive season end of the month and have free myself from any anxious moments due to financial reasons.
I have won more than 2 months salary from football betting recently and not going to keep these excess money to feed more gambling. I am not going to do it for myself, I am going to forget about football gambling completely for my family this month. I am not taking any chances to spoilt their celebration.
I am going to stop now. I have already received what gambling can do for me, it took effort to win 8,000 over time, and I have not forgotten what gambling can do to me, I lost 3,000 very quickly. I am on a losing streak now. I needed to be afraid, fearful and be vulnerable so I would not dare take any more risk. Stop gambling and keep the money for better use.
The winning is a lot of money by my standard, and too much money for me on any one single day. I am contented. I am stopping gambling completely for this month.