Thanks for sharing so much of your life with us and letting us know that it can run such a destructive path through ones life. I can’t say that I have considered myself lucky ever since realizing I had such a problem as well, but hearing g what you have been through and are coping with gives me hope. It is rock bottom for you and keep looking up for the light. It will come and if you relapse, don’t lose heart. Try again and again until you succeed.
