Words mean very little when our mood is low, Monique.
Sometimes we have to force ourselves to act.
I went back to work at 52 following a 19 year career break. I planned to work for a year to repay gambling debt. I won’t bore you with details, but you can guess! When this “bug” attacks you, it pulls you to a low level.
On a practical note, is it possible to move in with a family member until your housing situation is resolved?
How about Residential Treatment ? Any centres near you? Perhaps your GP could arrange an emergency admission, if you explain everything to him.
I know everything seems impossible at present.
Don’t give up hope.
Keep posting.
You are not alone.
