You ask some very interesting questions. Today after falling ill, I play computer games for hours again and spend a small amount of money. The pain I was experiencing was a trigger. One of the things I know is that all the recovering gamblers I know seem to go through highs and lows. One day can be blissful and calm and the next completely frazzled. i wish I knew what governed these energetic changes and why the6 happen…. I loved your post about clawing to the finish line, and what you have survived. I feel like that too.
