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I must not test my confident and ability to gamble, I must run away from temptation of gambling the way we run away from forest fire and other natural disaster.

In the past I have trusted my flesh, that I can manage and control gambling after some period of abstinence from gambling but it failed every single time.

For me, gambling was a progressive illness, and it is very deceiving. In the beginning, I can control and stop gambling when I want but the ending is alway the same ,” my self will alway run riot”.