How many times have this happen to me?
When I don’t believe in God, I depended only on myself.
When my faith in God is not strong, sometimes I find it not worthwhile to follow God. My self-will took over.
I thought that I was right when I choose to gamble. I have hope that I can win money to provide for my dependents.
I thought that I was not wrong when I choose to gamble with surplus money since I have paid all my bills and I was not indebted.
The wrath of God gave me a deprave mind, I believe right was wrong and wrong was right.
The truth was mentioned in the bible under verse Roman 1;28
New Living Translation
Since they thought it foolish to acknowledge God, he abandoned them to their foolish thinking and let them do things that should never be done.
Since they did not see fit to acknowledge God, He gave them up to a depraved mind, to do what should not be done.