Dear diary,
Things is quickly turning out good and looking positive and bright now.
My family maid took out everything from my 2 wardrobe cabinet when I was not home yesterday. Every clothing useful and not useful was store in there for the last 20 years, nothing change, I didn’t change.
She didn’t have my permission, and it was not my wish, I didn’t like it one bit, I felt so frustrated when I saw everything turn inside out, I was very disappointed. She just do it and turn out to be my higher power here.
Her intention was good, she wipe clean the cabinet, wash some of clothing not worn for many years, organize everything for me.
It allow me to keep the good ones and throw away the unwanted ones.
This is something is common with the other things happening in my life now.
I didn’t want to see a doctor for my intestine bleeding, this is my self-will, a few of God ‘s messengers came and explain to me patiently, educate me very gently that my body is God’s temple. It help convince and help me to give up my self-will and seek God’s will.
“Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body,” (1 Cor. 6:19-20).
Some things inside me never change until now.
When all else fail, follow directions.
When my wardrobe cabinet fail, I follow my maid.
When my health fail, I follow God send messenger advice.
They are all my Higher Power.
These is just the beginning…..