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What I like about recovery is…

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icandothis
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I have cash in my wallet. Not too much, but some. I remember after gambling not even having any change. Completely empty. My husband and I would be out and I would be thinking, “Please don’t ask me if I have any cash!” Of course, he always would ask me. I hated saying no, especially since we both knew I had just been to the ATM before I gambled and then again during. The result…left again with no cash! If by some miracle, I had cash I would resent handing it over because it meant less cash to spend on my next trip to the casino.
Now I don’t mind handing over cash when he asks, kind of makes me proud, although I still find it annoying that he NEVER has any cash!